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Lovee

I used to look for it a lot, because of all these tumblr couples that make me jealous of their happiness. Yet, I realized, you don’t really need love at a young age and rush. Bestfriends and Family satisfies best

Jan 21st

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Two faces.

They’re such hypocrites. Lol, they be saying bad things about someone and the next thing you know, they’re close with that person too. To think of it, they’re talking shit about you too.. Lol smh.

Jan 19th

Anonymous asked: do you like anyone?

Jan 18th

Anonymous asked: do you straight your hair alot?

Jan 18th

back from an amazing day with essa c:

bjaanesantosxoxo: or “vani” lol,stupid protest infront of apple,blocking the way from making us go in -.- went to chinatown for photostickers,ended up losing them went to yeh went to apple but there was protest so walked around then ate sushi for diner from teriyaki c: so happy i got to spend a day with her again like we used to. we’re always so immature :)

Jan 8th

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Jan 7th

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Being single

There’s nothing wrong with it. You can be happy without having a special someone, but it’s not the same. Not all of your time is spent, unlike when you used to be dating someone. The phonecalls, the dates, the time. It’s just different to not have someone anymore, hmm.

Jan 7th

Isn't it?

When there’s a lot of better fishes out there, all you’re trying to catch is the one you can’t have.

Jan 5th

Now that you actually found someone else..

You’re seriously pissed at me? Shouldn’t it be me? Because all the promises you made, just broke? You replaced me, instead of waiting? For making me actually believe you? Funniest part is, I’m still in love with you.

Jan 5th

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When you found someone else..

Did you really love me? If you did, why would fall for someone else? Supposedly, I’m happy for you and her. But, gaddam, I’m still madly in love with you.

Jan 3rd

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Jan 3rd

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I loved you, I love you, I’ll always love you.. But I have to accept the fact that we’re over. I am desperate in wanting you back, we overcame everything for a long time, why couldn’t we do overcome that one? But like you said, if we’re meant to be, then it’ll come back.. But it still hurts seeing you happy with her :|

Jan 3rd

It hurts like a bitch..

When the one you live says he loves you, but also another girl. But you can’t really do anything about it because that girl makes him happier than you do. Man, I never knew :( Ugh, I love you and yet I’m still waiting.. Wonder what you did to me to be so attached.

Jan 2nd

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#Love

All I wanted to hear was, “I just want you, but not right now.” I’ll be secured. But yeah, I just gotta wait.

Jan 2nd

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Personal once again.

Seeing happy couples just kills me. It reminds me of what we could of been right now. I’m jealous, but I’m young, I’ll wait. Just wondering.. am I waiting for something that’ll actually happen?

Jan 2nd

The best posts come from people in pain.

Jan 2nd

So much love posts, feel free to unfollow. I don’t really mind anymore, but I appreciate every single follower that I have since the beginning :’)

Jan 2nd

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"Us"

I still believe it’s us, that will be together at the end of times. That’s how tight we were for me to not that we’re not meant for each other, but I’ll let time do its job.

Jan 2nd

Personal.

You came by accident, and I always wished you stayed in purpose. Trying to start over, but why can’t you be happy to talk to me, like how I feel when I do? You showed me the positive aspects in life, and I just can’t forget it! You’re so lovable, and I’m so damn stupid to act so “perfectionist” or anything that made you leave. I’m at least glad, that...

Jan 2nd

Can't you just be mine?

When I’m with you, I somehow forget every little bit of pain. Your smile, how you talk to me, or just simply you, cheers me up.

Jan 2nd

Returning.

Came back to this blog, ‘cause it’s the only place where I can tell all of these stuffs. People doesn’t really bother reading these, all their interest are to pictures. It’s better that way, I can post what I can’t really say.

Jan 2nd

How I wish you were mine..

You, the way you look at me. The way you smile. The way you can be so retarded yet, enjoyable to be with. The way that you are so charming, when you try to be sweet. Just every single bit of you that made me fall in love with you. If I could restart how we met, I totally would. Funny how I still remember. I miss you, how I wish you were mine, once again.

Jan 2nd

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Madly inlove with you. /Personal

You, the one who captured my heart and made me feel so special once. That one person that always make me laugh, sang to me, cheers me up and makes me smile so much. You make me so happy. Even when we’re just friends. It’s weird, because no matter how much times you push me away, I’m not giving up. Not until you find someone else.

Jan 2nd

Dec 30th

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I wanna take it slow.

I learned from experience that the faster you rush into a relationship, the faster the relationship falls apart. No kidding, I really like you but I want to keep you as long as I can, I don’t want us drifting apart. I don’t want to rush out of the “talking” stage, I want to keep our little flirtationship until the right time comes.

Dec 30th

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I just want you back

Dec 30th

First real relationship, with the biggest...

It’s the worse. You learned what love was, and you were so happy ‘bout it. You both lasted a long while, all jolly, all loved, all “cute” to others sight, and then you both fall apart. It’s a torture, especially when you have so much material memories in your possession. You look at them telling yourself, “What the fuck happened? It was perfect.” And for a...

Dec 30th

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